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Name: Kristin
Birthday: 3/2/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: Thinking, having deep conversations with friends, painting, writing poetry, music, playing DDR on Heavy Mode, looking on the bright side, making new friends, being happy, frustrating myself by making things difficult, anything having to do with storms, smiling, screaming, listening to music, learning to play the guitar, listening to Japanese music that I can't understand, listening to Linkin Park, stalking people, making mix CD's, drawing, painting, staring off into space, skipping, collecting fountains, collecting blacklights, hanging out with The Group, hanging out with other friends, listening, being myself, being by myself, falling, trying to patch things up with friends, frightening people, anything having to do with rain, listening to music, laughing, cheering people up, doing crazy and random things, walking in the rain, walking in the morning, walking at night, stargazing, talking to my mom, run-ins with cops (without breaking any laws!) Twice in twenty-four hours..beat that.
Expertise: I want to be a stalker. I would be well suited as an interrogator or some other highly demanding, question-oriented line of work. I get hurt often--physically. I'm really good at not getting hurt emotionally. I pride myself in being able to give good advice to the most important people in my life...My friends!


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Sunday, November 15, 2009

Oops. It's been three months since I've written in here.
I officially suck at Xanga.
A lot has happened here at the Fort...
First off, I've developed some kind of serious ankle problem.
After ruling out two kinds of tendonitis, ligament problems, fractures, sprains, strains, fallen arches, plantar fascitis, and a couple of other diseases I can't name, the MRI showed bone edema (at least that's what they told me.)
Here's why this doesn't make sense, and sucks balls:
It's supposed to onset in fucking old people...(Ironically enough, Steve had shingles a couple months ago too--another old person's disease! We suck.)
And the treatment options are supposedly very limited.
But for the last three months I've had near-constant debilitating pain.
They're talking surgery now, and I'm thinking second opinion.
Now this was going fine (ish) with Steve supporting both of us.
For almost a month I was entirely out of work, and now I host but I sit all day.
But Red Lobster fucking fired him a few weeks ago.
And they knew the whole damn situation. Fuck, them.
Anyway, after a few verrrry tense weeks, Steve has gotten a job at Outback.
It's a PM job so he is looking to pick up a morning job somewhere.
We should be back on track financially in a few months!
And it's crazy to think that next month is our three-year anniversary.
We've been through so much and we're  not even engaged yet.
It's probably good we're not rushing things.
Oh, speaking of rushing things, haha...we're planning to buy the Fort!
Our mortgage apps are being processed at the moment.
The plan is, the tax credit money will go to an engagement ring among other things.
In much more mundane news, I think my cat Angel is going senile.
She'll be eleven in January, and I think her age is starting to show.
She's much more cuddly now and she sleeps more.
Also, she wants to go inside then outside every five to ten minutes.
I just hope we'll know if she starts to be in a lot of pain...I don't want that for her.
Holidays are coming up, so I have to think of a budget.
From there I'll be able to figure out who all I can shop for.
And, ugh, I'm fucking failing two classes right now.
Well, might fail them.
Anatomy, I have a high C despite near-constant studying.
And Math for Health Sciences, I have a very low C cause I couldn't afford the books.
Ah, well. I'll get through 'em.
Speaking of which, I reaaaaaally should be studying for another Anatomy test right now.
I feel so lame. Ah well. This too shall pass.

the blue air is up there, and I could bring it down
bottle it up and save it for a sweet summer night


Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Another month, another entry I suppose.
As of right now, the biggest thing bugging me is the caramel in my hair.
I do believe it got there as I animatedly licked a little container full of it...
We went to the Melting Pot tonight--Steve, Derek (in town visiting) and myself.
My manager handed out these amazing coupons that literally dropped it to 1/3 its intended price.
And who doesn't love a four-course fondue meal for $25 each?
Steve and I hadn't been there since our last anniversary, and it was great to go again.
And I'm just so happy that even though Derek's my ex, we all get along.
It's been almost three years now since he and I broke up and Steve and I started dating.
(That sure was a tumultuous period in my life.)
But everybody likes everybody, and the two of them gang up to tease me like nobody's business.
Also today was the Olive Garden company picnic, which I finally got to go to.
I've missed the last two years, much to my annoyance.
I kicked some major ass at softball (no outs, scored 2 of my team's 3 runs) and volleyball too.
I even ran into Arin, my old best friend/neighbor from 10 years ago.
That was cool, but she's a really different person now.
LJ has moved into Fort O'Connor with us, bringing our housemate total up to 6.
Everyone's got their own rooms though, so it's all good.
Can't wait to go out and watch the Perseids later tonight.
I could use a couple wishes--though, to be honest, I'm very happy right now.
Steve and I went camping a few more times, yay camping.
And Sunday night, we're headed down to visit Niki and Joe in Missouri.
I've never been there before, though I'm not looking forward to the drive.
Right this moment, Steve and Derek are helping Amber clear out the last basement room.
After that, we'll finally have cleared out all the old owner's crap.
And we just got the good word from the mortgage broker:
We're good to go on a $180,000-$200,000 house with my dad as a third owner.
(Once we can provide tax returns showing the money we make through renting we should be able to take him off.)
And now we just need to convince our crazy landlord that he needs to sell us the house.
Haha, can't wait for that. The guy's a nutjob.
Even Amber thinks so, and he's her dad. Wish us luck!

I know it's alive, and somewhere for us to find tonight
chase this light with me



Friday, July 17, 2009

So I've been up to quite a bit lately.
Been a busy little bee, and all that.
I finally (it's been a year now!) mailed in my North Central transcript request.
Got myself a bona fide doctor, and plan to use her as a springboard...
Since I need like four other specialist referrals.
On the medical front, Steve got shingles and couldn't work for a week.
In the middle of that, I became the lucky recipient of a lumbar sprain.
So I can't work till Sunday, and my back isn't in a very good mood.
But I have several different prescriptions to coax it back into happiness.
I hooked up my sister Robin with my friend Elijah, which I have high hopes for.
Both of them are the timid wait-for-the-other-person type, though.
So hopefully they'll work that out.
We've been trying to keep the house really clean lately.
I've found myself actually attempting to deep-clean.
Like rearranging drawers and such. Go me!
It's so much harder to write in here than it used to be.
I used to have so much more to bitch about.
Right now the biggest thing in my life is wondering if we'll be homeowners soon.
We might try to buy the house we're in now, we might buy a similar one.
We might even buy something completely different.
But I think my dad is seriously considering cosigning with us, and that's going to change everything.
For starters, we'll get the engagement ball rolling.
The promise ring is a compromise, a symbol of commitment until then.
And right now, the only way Steve can afford the ring I want is either
1) go further into debt, or
2) $8,000 first-time homebuyer tax credit.
It's a beautiful thing, and it got a lot better this year.
That's the reason there's so much publicity: before this year, it was still available...
But it had to be repaid, like a loan.
This year's tax credit is exactly that: a credit. No repayment. Just free money.
On the "blast from the past" front, Steve and I hung out with Fitz the other day.
Kristin Fitzgerald, who got me into the whole xanga thing.
Who, of course, has since moved on, as have most of the friends who were on here 5 years ago.
It was great to catch up with her, but slightly less great to get into a car accident with her.
Not to worry, just a little fender bender, but it was definitely enough to jar my back a bit.
Bleh. We lit up the hookah and she seemed pretty content.
I've had a bit of time to myself these last few days, as Steve's been at work.
Not even other members of the Fort to keep me company!
Trish and Craig have been off existing in happily married couple land.
And Amber's been entertaining her friends from Pennsylvania.
I'm sure it's just because we have entirely different senses of humor, but I can't get them to talk.
Though, I know I have that effect on a lot of people.
Working on toning it down, though.
Oh! Another thing we did! Here comes the interesting chain of people...
My boyfriend's coworker's brother (Nate) is working on a horror film.
He had originally asked Steve if he could do the postproduction audio and score.
To which Steve happily agreed. But it somehow turned into on-site stuff, too.
So we headed out there (Plano) a few nights ago to (we thought) set up the mics and leave.
Turned out that we ended up running the sound, and I even got to run the boom mic!
I'd done it a few times during King of Infinite Space, but this was way more professional.
And I can't speak for it yet, of course, but the location they scouted out is supreme.
It's this old abandoned building, house-turned-office space, and a little shed.
No windows, everything's falling apart, creepy cellar. We got there during the day, mind you.
It was six million times scarier at night. Not to mention the spiders and rodents!
I don't think they were cast in the film, but they showed up anyway.
The basic plot has to do with girls, possessed by wolven spirits, who terrorize some hikers.
These girls were fierce. And it was a lot of fun to be part of.
Supposedly we're going back for another night of shooting next week, too.
We'll see how that goes! Maybe I'll remember to take some pictures this time.
And speaking of pictures, I've found myself a new hobby.
I just don't feel like I actually do enough.
Where better than to pick up a new hobby than Hobby Lobby?
So I wandered around for a bit before finding the scrapbooking section.
Kind of lame, I know, but! but! where else can I put all my pictures and thoughtful quotations side by side, with added flair from my sticker collection? It seems perfect.
But as I trolled the aisles, looking for themes I could build from, it hit me:
Scrapbooking is for memorializing your other hobbies.
Shit. So I have to pick up some more of those too.
But we'll work on that after my back gets better.
Unfortunately, this has also put a hiatus on my gym-going.
So we'll see if I can reach my previously-set goal of dropping from 180 to 160 by summer's end.
180. I definitely can't believe it. I don't want to sound vain or anything, but I am just in awe.
Because I've seen 180 pound people, and I don't look like one of them.
Granted, I still don't want to be one, and I know this isn't the weight I have to be.
I was 140 in high school, and even then I wasn't super skinny.
But it's gonna be a long battle of eating better, less snacks, and more activity.
I think I can do it, though.
On a side note, I found this while setting up my text alerts for The Weather Channel:

When severe weather warnings are issued in your area,
The Weather Channel alerts you by phone.

“Your service alerted me before our local radio did.
I can sleep now knowing that Notify! will alarm me.”

Good to know you can sleep well knowing you'll be alarmed. How about informed? Well, hopefully they deliver what they promise. Can't wait to hear the rave reviews after TWC's Tornado Warning alert causes a mass panic. But at least they can sleep well!

but every story I have told
is part of me


Sunday, June 28, 2009

Nothing much to report. Life is awesome.
Well I guess if I'm here, I'd might as well complain about something.
Okay. People at work--they suck.
I'm friendly to everyone, but I still never get invited places.
It's like...my best friends are my housemates.
Which, I guess, is fine.
But I've been at my work for two fucking years.
Invite me out once in a while.
On the COD side of things, looks like I'ma be there forever.
I still have approximately 2,334,956 classes to take before I get my shit together.
But at least I can afford this college crap.
Finances, for the most part, are good.
When Steve and I want to go out, I have to pay for it.
But I understand--he's paying off his credit card and all that jazz.
Plus, I think my restaurant does better than his.
Fucking minorities leave terrible tips.
And people can complain, but it's the honest to god truth.
Blah blah blah. My nightly journal has completely replaced this.
I started it the year after Xanga, but now it's all I use.
What I should get back to...is my dream journal.
On happier news, Steve and I got back from our vacation last week.
We went to Michigan for four days, and it rocked.
I love unplugging myself and just enjoying the world.
Plus the fact that I solely funded it made me feel proud.
Bleh. Bored Kristin, over n out.

don't waste your time on me
you're already the voice inside my head


Monday, May 25, 2009

Okay. I've got a few minutes to myself, here, and I'm going to blog.
It's funny, how that word has come into vogue in the four years I've been on here.
Let's see. School's out, Steve and I are hosting a big barbecue tomorrow.
Life is pretty good, I have a new plan for my expenses.
Week one is car payment and insurance payment.
Weeks two and three are rent/bills.
Week four is a credit card payment.
Extra few bucks here and there, goes toward going out and whatnot.
Steve's on a similar plan.
We're going to Michigan in June for a few days and it should be a bucket of fun.
I'm also attempting to save up 3 grand or so for us to go to Vegas for my birthday.
(Trish n Craig n Amber might even come too!)
He can't help me pay for this one cause his credit card debt is too high.
But we talked it over, and later on in life if I can't pay for a vacay he'll foot the bill.
It's so crazy to casually reference the future like that.
But even though it's only been 2 and a half years so far, I think we're going somewhere.
We actually picked out what might end up becoming, "the ring," a few weeks ago.
It's effing gorgeous. What else what else....
I'm in the middle of watching Bridget Jones's Diary on Netflix.
Instant moviewatching is amazing, especially since we have five people/computers.
For seventeen bucks a month we're watching like 30 or so movies.
Fuck Blockbuster. If only Netflix would send candy....
But anyways. Uhhhhh. Oh. Cramps.
Those are happening. Yay for pain like a mo'fo.
But maybe going to the gym later will help that out.
We're trying to get in shape...yet again...so we'll see how that goes.
Plan thus far is to go four times a week and try to eat better.
End of the summer = evaluate results and possibly formulate new plan.
Steve and I are already such amazing people, better bodies would be the icing on a (healthy?) cake.
Hahaha. I fucking love my life. Seriously.

it goes fast
you think of the past



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